So, my wife was on Skype yesterday with my in-laws. I was walking around the house doing some cleaning, as my in-laws and I are currently not talking (not my choice). One time I walked past my wife and saw my mother-in-law on the screen, and the feeling hit.
I realized, when I saw her, that I'm not ready to talk to them yet. Now, they're the ones who are currently "not speaking" to me, but I hadn't realized until just last night that the feelings of betrayal inside of me were so strong. While I "betrayed" them by coming out, they're betrayal with me is worse, since I was "family" before all of this.
I guess I need to work on these feelings before I talk to them, whenever that is.
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